I gotta get outa here!!!

Well, that about says it right there. If I had my choice, I would do it right now. This last week has been the most restless of my life. What can I do? I really want to leave for a while, and come back when I've figured it all out, maybe when I've proven to myself that I don't need people. I might be back soon when I figured out I did, but at least I'd have all this out of my system... Well, since leaving isn't an option, cuz mom and dad would never go for it, I guess I'll have to suffer. Hmm, I gotta get outa here... That's all I can think right now. I can't focus on anything. Well, my research paper's done and turned in. How liberating... seriously. Now for the scrapbooks, which I overheard her telling Marie were going to be very crammed for time. Oh no, I'm not doing well with deadlines right now. I can't focus long enough to get them met. One reason I haven't posted in a while. I can't keep thoughts together long enough to write one. Well, because of this need for change and spontaneity, I'm very excited about my cut and color on Friday. Maybe I'll do something drastic. Maybe that'd make me feel better, or maybe worse, who can tell? Maybe I'll shave my head and color my scalp. Okay, maybe not. Well, I'm out of random and spontaneous things to say, or maybe I'm just tired of the time it takes to type them, which is not much, which emphasizes my restlessness... Hmmm...